Recently so many things haf happened ; feeling lost again but was picked up... shagginess even after long rest, sadness after laughters, betrayal for their own gains... wat else? life is indeed unexpecting... i guess this morning, the rain inspire mi to blog after so long...
was a cooling weather ; n i guess all those who haf to wake up early in the morning to work surely haf the urge to get back to their cozy beds... but im different ; i wasnt really gaming all the while, in fact was enjoying the breeze & coldness throughout the lonely nite... i dun wish to sleep, i dun wan any dreams, perhaps i was afraid, or maybe i was really tired, really really sick, sick of living anymore... reluctant to open my eyes to face another sunshine ; was bored doing the same old shits everyday... i dun wish to see another tomorrow... right now i can feel my eye lips getting heavier but struggled on... wat am i trying to do? life is a letdown...
-30.10.07
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