things will get so different when i wake up tomorrow... its gonna be another stage of my handicapped life...
tml i will need to go for an operation... this op is gonna change my life ; its gonna make lots of people look at me, definitely...
my right leg haf been swelling for some months, for those frenz who noticed it... GOD damn, the swelling is not going down... blood clotting & there's no way to make it look better... there is only a way out ; doctor wants my leg to be amputated... im not sad or wat, coz i noe i brought everything upon myself ; i deserved wats happening to me now... so people out there, dun feel anything for me... just hoping u guys wun start despising me the next time u see me... anyway, i think i will not be meeting anyone of u all... if u people are trying to put yourself in my shoe now, i guess its really impossible for u all to understand how are things gonna be for me in my later part of my life... well, i myself cant imagine it too, perhaps some time down the road, i might juz end my life and pass on my life to GOD which i think it might be an easier way out... dun be sad when im gone... will surely bless and misses those who even bypass my life... and im sure Zenn's beautiful memory surely lies in u all... anyway, i love those who try to understand me, who is still willing to stand by me, especially those who read my blog... i simply love all of u, <3 class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">xie2 ni men
u know why i love u people?? coz u guys are simple too cute, i really love all of u!!! Happy April's Fool... haha...
why?? i noe it's over... forget la, cannot meh? birthday can belated, april's fool cannot belated ar?? boooo...
-03.04.07
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