happy mooncake festival...
as usual... i made my way to bishan park; a place where i never missed out on this day... firstly, i wanna thx my si-gu, my dear cousin ben, for forcing mi to go... i guess its fated for my com to break down at this dae for mi to go out to realise some of the things on this special dae...
was only a 5-8mins walk from my house to bishan park but this time, we took 15-20mins... its was a long way down... i almost fall on the road BUT even if i do, i feel its still worth the trip down to this lovely park...
the atmosphere was great, as usual, kids shouting n lanterns on trees, fire everywhere; smoke everywhere... & i did see a few other people like me which i never notice in the past... was i blind in the past? this special year, was the only year which i din even touch a spark wif the crowds... how i wish i was the one picking up dried leaves & branches to get the fire burning... how i wish i was the one getting opposite the petrol station to buy drinks... yes, it was a totally different feel; its was a feel of joys & sadness... a type of special feel all pple around me would not understand... memories of this special day flow in...
" GOD, i really miss the times when i can walk... "
now i lost the feeling totally... i duno even know how it is like to squat down; how painful is an ant's bite to my toes... NO, i did not shed any tears todae, coz it was really a joyous occassion; no one should share my sorrow...
These are the people around to help me : si-gu, benji, kenneth, christine & binghui, pearline, cousin tianlai wif baby, Faith, san-gu & jeremy & ah mei...
U PEOPLE ARE REALLY GREAT!~
& i wanna thank er-gu for bringing me the mooncake...
the moon this year still as round; the people this year still as they are; only a special me... Give me a hug , someone...
ben, thank for the invitation to yr bbq, i dun wanna be a burden for u guys to bring mi here & there, i wan U haf a great time wif yr frenz... thank for bringin me the bbq food... its was really appreciated, thank to u, kenneth too...
-07.10.06
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