Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Am i drunk


cant rem when was the last time i was drunk...
drinking haf always been my satisfactory thing in my life coz i can drink alot, & i enjoy seeing those who cant drink DRUNK... tonite, i went drinking wif my cousin, tianlai, ben & a few of his frenz... i was pretty hapi coz in another corner of my life, i knew there is someone who is as happy as me; yes its U...
sometimes i feel i think too highly of myself, indeed i did... i myself get pretty high but i din stop to jio other people to drink... hahaha, every1 was drunk, i guess... tonite was pretty fun, i love those who haf been around wif mi ; i love those who drink wif me... XIE2...
drinking haf been so much fun ; so much joy, wif whoever around... but tonite, i sense " worriness... " sweet memories flow in ; sadness popped out... i was unhappy ; i was waiting for yr sms throughout the nite... i've been thinking, " where were u? " " are u alrite? " i kept denying tat i was thinking of u all nite... i felt loneliness ; i felt lost all nite... but i was laughing all nite thinking to myself, " who am i to think of u?? " " who am i to really miss u?? " HAHAHA!!~~ i sent a prayer to GOD instantly, i make sure u r fine, thanks GOD, Amen~~
love has got wat it takes ; love has got wat it should be... i thank GOD for the strength & power HE has given me, to keep me alive ; to understand LOVE & to forgive wat i've done... perhaps i think too much, thank GOD again for the peace u haf set upon me...

-02.04.07

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