bread

so hungry at this point of time, i went out to the kitchen, hunting for some food... lazy to cook, i found some breads lying on the table... searching high & low for something to go with ; i remembered there is some hams left, duno where it has been placed... i looked at the frozen hotdogs & fillets, thinking of frying them... couldnt hold the wok well so i decided maybe i should drop this idea & try get some jams butter instead... well, its only chilli & ketchup i saw in the fridge... but i saw condensed milk but eeeek, i dun like milk... forget it~~
how nice if carol is awake at this point of time to cook me something, i was wondering...
thinking back the times when i used to cook for myself at night, somehow or rather i find myself so useless... its like i never been able to do anything like that again... i pity myself...
feeling depressed n down, i wheeled off with only a plain slice of bread in my mouth... i guess its just enough to ease my hunger...
" everyday feels the same for me... i sleep for the sake of resting ; i eat for the sake of eating... i cant even feel that im tired or hungry... im just like a living zombie... "

-03.06.07