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i was tired all out of a sudden, but unexpectedly i was awaken by some unknown feelings in my mind... my nurses asked if it was fear, i knew it was not... was it grief tat my frenz passed away this morning in a traffic accident? i duno exactly wat happened but i feel a sense of loss ; i feel tat i missed out a lot in my life... its not regrets i know... but wat was actually install for me at the end of the day?

-29.08.07