it has been so long... since i met another " turning point " of my life... ytd 4d 1st prize was 1505, and i did dreamt of my mum the very 1st time after my accident...
i really duno why i never buy this nos, i duno why recently my inspiration didn't help me much... i know after this time, i needa wait another long long time ; and i wonder if i could ever make it again... wat makes it worst, mum did ask me to buy for her past 4 years... but today i never buy, in the end she demanded 4k from me... i wasn't sad or troubled by this but im very angry with myself... everything has come so far, and i missed it once again.. GOD damn!! feelin very tired ; desperate... and once again i asked myself ; wat reason GOD has to put me through all this...
sadded~~~
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