another feelin

cooling weather on this special mid december morning... another shity feeling hits me... i duno how to put it but its like, gone were the times when i feel im gonna stand again... something just shattered my faith... perhaps some are right ; miracles dun happen... it has been some time since i drop another tear... *sigh* some undescribeable feeling i duno how to explain... its like im pulling down all the kins around me ; im just a burden...