09 coming...

another raining morning... was very drunk on that TD nite, tat i cant remember anything ; in short, its defined as LOST, laughing stock, hohoho... lets not say what exactly happened... get into the views of everyone there ; put in each others' shoe... well, maybe this time, might be the last time im gonna drink ; drinking kills!! it changes things, it make things complex, it threatens lives... & i feel what happened was all about me... " its x'mas eve today, but well i guess im gonna be alone in ReVo whereas everyone was going PowerHouse... hmmm, thinking of what to keep myself occupy cos i guess its gonna be a lonely nite without any game mates online... i guess there will be lots of time for me to think of my new resolution for year'09, planning for what i wanted to come true,well, at least to make it nearer...
hohoho~~ merry x'mas, everyone...

" you are bored, im 10 times more... "
" you are thinking, im thinking more & more... "
" maybe you are tired but i need you to know... my mind has never rested... "

" Yes, wat done cannot be undone... "
" But what it seems are not what its meant to be , what before your eyes might not be true... "
" you heard of what happened ; the fact might have just begin... "
" lets bygone be bygones? will u miss everything when its gone... "

another feelin

cooling weather on this special mid december morning... another shity feeling hits me... i duno how to put it but its like, gone were the times when i feel im gonna stand again... something just shattered my faith... perhaps some are right ; miracles dun happen... it has been some time since i drop another tear... *sigh* some undescribeable feeling i duno how to explain... its like im pulling down all the kins around me ; im just a burden...